In this dazzling world, amidst the glittering lights and bustling crowds, a solitary figure casts a long, dim shadow under the chilly streetlights. Loneliness accompanies the inner solitude. In this city where no one knows you, no matter how many times you spin in circles, you can't tell which way is which. You're always checking your remaining credit on WeChat, always calculating your next accommodation and meal expenses! You're always hesitating between giving up and being reluctant to leave!
First experiences are always unforgettable, first wounds are always etched in your memory! Do I regret it? I don't know! Do I not regret it? It's hard to say! I've been in this unfamiliar city for a month now, experiencing heartache,感动, being deceived, and hope! Countless times I've wanted to give up my current job, completely lacking the motivation to persevere. Back in university, I was forced to choose a major I never considered, never included in my plans! Life is full of drama! You never know where your next stage and show will be! The energy and money I invested in university give me the confidence to keep going even in this difficult field, because you are incompetent, because you know nothing and understand nothing outside of this field!
The saying goes, "In every profession, there are top performers!" I don't understand what I like, and I can't stick with what I don't like! I always fantasize about a stepping stone to give up this profession and pursue my dreams, but reality doesn't offer that! A miserable life needs me to fill it with misery!
I have a dream in my heart, a dream that surrounds my soul. What the outside sees is a thin layer, but only the dream knows that reality and reality have built up into a thick, invisible, intangible wall that I can't escape!
Am I tired? No! Does it hurt? No! Why? I have no right to be tired, no right to feel pain! Because I'm still young, because I just graduated. Youth is an asset, but not an excuse to squander it! Having dreams is good, but I lack the courage to realize them!
I admire those who are willing to start from scratch; I admire those who succeed by venturing alone into a city; I envy them but am powerless to do so. Because I lack courage, I lack determination! The road to success is always lonely. Your shadow stretches long and dark, disappearing at the end of the road. In this journey, only the lamp helps you see clearly and prevents you from falling; only the wind whispers in your ear to keep you from being afraid; only the road records your footprints, telling everything else that you have just walked this path!
No matter what the future holds, I will still hold fast to my dreams! Understanding yourself is more valuable than understanding the world; walking the path you want to walk leaves others speechless!
Even if there's a dream in my heart, a wall outside the dream, I firmly believe that the dream will climb over that wall step by step, step out of my heart, and tell everyone that it has done it, that it has succeeded!
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